SORRY :(
I really don’t know what to say. I don’t know how to start. At these times, no one understands me. I can’t tell my friends, family and even the person I thought my best friend. He just don’t mind what I feel. It’s okay I can’t blame him if he doesn’t want to listen. I blame other people, myself and God. I feel that He also don’t care.
I just want to say sorry to You, Lord. I’m sorry that I became like this, for what I have done and all the unrighteousness I made. I’m so lost and guilty of my sins. I really hate myself, right now. Lord, I am Christian but then I am not living with it. I just want my own way, not thinking the consequences of all my action. I enjoyed the earthly things, I enjoyed being into darkness. I almost forgot to read bible and have a quiet time with You. Without knowing that I am dragging myself to darkness- eternal darkness.
I’m sorry that I’ve wasted my time. I almost forgot how much You love me. I almost forgot what you’ve done at the cross. I almost forgot how You bring our cross- the price of our sins. I almost forgot that You love that much. I’m sorry, Father.
Forgive me Lord for all the pains I brought to You. I know You are not happy seeing me like his. I know it hurts You deeply. I know I almost breaking Your heart. I’m sorry that I ruined Your plans for me. I’m sorry. Would You accept me again?Lord, i really need You. I cannot do this on my own. I can’t live without You. I am guilty. Forgive me, Father and cleanse me with the precious blood of Jesus.
Please Lord, give a chance. Please have mercy. Renew my heart. I want to be back in You. Please draw near to me. Please remain in me. Do not leave me Lord. I am so hopeless.
I’m sorry I haven’t given my best.
Sen. Miriam Defensor Santiago: Top 10 Mad Moments Caught on Cam
Senator Miriam Defensor Santiago has definitely changed the vibe of Chief Justice Renato Corona’s impeachment trial “from convalescent home to Roman orgy.” That is, an orgy of diatribes. She has been quick to dress down anyone whom she thinks is unprepared or is wasting time (hers and the world in general). But her most recent “favorites” can take comfort in the fact that they’re not the only ones who have experienced Santiago’s wrath. She’s been verbally annihilating people on camera for years.
SPOT.ph compiled 10 of the formidable senator’s best loved, caught-on-cam mad moments from the present and from way back. Click here to read more.
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For the non-Pinoys this translates to “Is this going down?” “Yes it is”.
God never leave us..
From Chicken Soup for the Soul: Devotional Stories for Tough Times
A Message in the Sky
By Dayle Allen Shockley
The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. ~Psalm 34:18
One evening, feeling anxious and longing for solitude, I stepped out into a quiet October night and walked to the towering pine in my front yard.
Slumping down onto the cool ground, I pulled my legs close for warmth.
Overhead, the sky stretched wide like a dark blanket as sounds of the night swirled around me.
The past few months had been filled with unspeakable sadness.
At forty-seven, my sister found herself facing an unwanted divorce, ending a marriage of twenty-six years — a marriage nobody ever expected to end, and for reasons that could only be described as heartbreaking.
Since hearing the news, not a day had gone by that I didn’t find myself overcome with grief.
I pleaded with God to change hearts and minds, but it appeared the heavens were brass.
I’m not sure what I expected on this particular night, but an urgency consumed me as I sat there.
I needed an answer. I had to know that God was still out there listening. ”Where are you, Lord?” I said, my words coming out in desperate sobs. “I need to know that you are with me in all of this turmoil and grief. I need to know that you hear me. Can you hear me, God? I need to know!”
My frantic plea floated across the lawn and faded into the night. I waited, anxious for a sign. A bird singing.
A wind chime catching the breeze. Something indicating that God had heard me. But there was only silence of the deepest kind.
With a heavy heart, I leaned back against the trunk of the pine and closed my eyes, letting the tears fall. I don’t remember how long I sat there, but I will never forget what happened next. When I opened my eyes, there, suspended in the blue heavens directly in front of me, framed perfectly between the branches of a neighbor’s tree, was what appeared to be the biggest diamond I had ever seen. An enthusiastic observer of the heavenly bodies, I knew immediately that it was the magnificent Venus. Though it’s often called the morning and evening “star,” Venus is not a star at all. Venus is a planet — the most brilliant planet in the solar system, so brilliant it can often be seen in daylight hours. Had I been sitting two inches to the left or to the right, I would have missed this sight altogether. But there it was — Venus, flickering in a stunning display of colors. Its light entered my grief and took my breath away. I knew it was God’s gift to me — the sign I had longed for — because, for the first time in a long time, I felt Him there, filling the vast space around me. And I sensed that He was reassuring one of his despondent children: I am here, dear child. Morning and evening, I will always be here.
